Right time…

I just don’t know what to write about for tonight… I just thought that maybe I should do something worth this 9:16pm buzz… Maybe jotting down some words would eventually lead later on to having some good stuff into whatever thought or idea I’d come up with…. I’d love to get lost to all these words playing in my head… resonating through my chest and eventually playing through my senses… and I love that feeling…. That rare thing of finding yourself immersed in that thing that simply empties your entire existence until such time that you feel like a single ripple in a vast ocean of pure intoxicating fantasy… the intensity is as exhilarating as singing your first song or writing your very first love letter… Until all these daydreaming is wash ashore… Only until then would you be able to go back to reality… Well, if you could at least go on for more of that dive… Maybe you would… you’d love to… But then, they are never meant to replace reality… But rather just a few minutes to give you time to breathe… A time to care for yourself… To mend the wounds… to relinquish those scars to yesterdays… To free those songs you once sang but keeping the melody to yourself until such time that you might need it… We let go of the words but we keep their meaning… Maybe these meaning would eventually lead to more of yourselves until that frolicking tomorrows…

Now, when reality creeps to grab a piece of your soul, give it another ride… Take every meaning you have… Go on to where the wind blows…. Fight it whenever you have to… How you do it? Sometimes there are things that we really don’t have to ask…. Sometimes, asking only leads to more questions…. And oftentimes, life has its way of revealing all the truths… both in the right time and place… And I’d say it’s best to wait for that time…. Don’t press unto things that aren’t just ripe… Taking them forcefully before their season only produces bitter results rather than those sweet ones you aspired for…

Not that we have to really wait until the perfect fit comes along… Perfect if not impossible is very rare to come by… And oftentimes, they go as fast as they arrived… What I’m saying, maybe, is that we need to take the risks at times… make some compromises… eat our pride… set aside our egos… And maybe, at the end of the day, we’ll see the outcome to be worth the wait… the compromises and all the sacrifices… Maybe, it would even be better than what we’ve actually hoped for…

Life is a cycle of all the good and the bad, clinging unto one means resisting the cycle… Pressing unto a stop that we at times badly needed to contemplate on some things… But can we really hold on to that frozen moment? I guess not, a minutes later we’d fall unto all the bad things… But are they really that bad? Maybe, seeing life as a cycle of bad and good is wrong… Maybe its entirely a cycle of how we see things… Like when we push on to be at the top, we see the whole world… almost at our grasp… like everything would all be possible with where we are at that precise moment… gives that exhilarating experience of feeling that wind beneath our own wings…Then we moved on to the bottom, frown and fret over missing the prestige of being up there… But, did we ever thought… being under is a new way of seeing the world on that exact same ground… feeling its very own details… And maybe we never noticed, but there are times when we just need to feel something beneath our feet, too…