A trip to where….

I’ll tell you of something…every detail of that cut scene from nowhere of that which appeared as if a dynasty of lost fortitude amidst all this frenzy… Now, like all else, I’m vague… my voice became inaudible and my words extending beyond comprehension that no one would be able to make up of those wobbly noises coming from within the vast empty realm of my existence… Every reasons finally losing their sense and meaning in this self-created generation that everything turns to ambiguous profound text of solstice and melancholy… Such despair burning like it never did in all those centuries of my radiating dive to this oblivion of relentless storms of everyone dancing along this air I’m breathing… drenched in all these, I’m freezing… ‘Til all of me come to that point of numbness… It’s scary but its where I needed to be… It’s my test… a challenge every soul must go through to find that fire to break free from all these chills…

There, alas, found that light… looks near… yet every step I took towards it gets me further from it… I had to get there… Then I found myself running fast to be near it until it disappears from my horizon… I set back, it’s all the hope I have… Why? I’m giving everything up… As I free myself of everything… I float and dawdle in these endless depths of darkness… without any glow of hope… I knew now, it’s bound to this… then suddenly as all else diminished from my senses… I’m starting to feel the wind… It slowly touches my face… Realizing that, I looked back… Then looking forward I finally realized, this is a mirror of my past I’m looking at… I knew then that that light I’m chasing is in my past… I needed to go back… With everything that’s left of me… I rushed back and found everything I needed all along… Oftentimes, we get to that point where everything seemed right that we tend to hold unto it… Forgetting that everything changes and we may resist and now want it but it’s the way things were… coz if they never were? Where do we belong then… Should we even be here? Sometimes, people have to go forward and further beyond what their eyes can reach… further until everything else turn to past… However, here’s the cliché… Sometimes, we needed to go back to… We can sail further and even soar as high as the eagle… and yet even in these, we need to learn to go back… It’s tiring to be moving onwards and onwards… sometimes, we tend to look for the better ones… but hey, are you really up to it… Listen to the winds of fate… the waves of the past… maybe you’re bound for something else… so it’s then that you leave the sailing and that flight to those that need to… Yes… it’s a choice we make and in that choice, “choose to be happy”… In that choice, “look nowhere no longer, learn to look at your present… savor it… every second that goes with it..” Just who knows when you least expect it, the wind may whisper when it’s the right time… It’s not for you to know, rather its how the way it works… you leave it at that and ready yourself for the possibilities that lies ahead… Learn to close your eyes when you have to and use what’s left of your senses… sometimes, the message goes beyond what the eyes can see… it may be your ears to listen to it or your heart to dance in its rhythm… However, you need to learn to open your eyes, too, when needed… Eyes is use to see the truth… and sometimes, when everything else is all but lies, then closing them would be better for you to listen to the truth… This isn’t easy… and no one said it is an easy task… It’s a challenge… It’s a road we have to take… It’s not an option we have to choose coz this is exactly the way it is… No one is to follow.. No one is to lead… Its your path.. Its my path… its ours…